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Friday, May 2nd, 2003
3:26 pm	SHOCKING REVELATION, BREAKING NOOOOOSSS mathew doyle likes men.....alot...in bed.....behind him. "atleast i give it and dont take it"- mathew ....that queer also mooned us.... he likes it up the butt.... by jack meoff he is a puto. Current Mood: chipper Current Music: Cream (Comment on this)
3:22 pm	diarrhea of the mouth. gay queer fag homo lesbo dyke pixie anal probed butt bashin' clam slappin' carpet munchin' wet back camel humpin' sister effin' penis lovin' blubber butt pig faced FOOL Mathew doyle loves men. Current Mood: productive Current Music: Journey (Comment on this)
3:19 pm	Jack Meoff For a nice good wet hard time....call up Jack Meoff at (805) 640-8792...he works miracles.Yes this is a real man, and a real number... hit him up... litterally. (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 27th, 2003
1:55 pm	Sometimes I just feel like taking my girl and my guitar and just walking away.Nothing seems like it used to Current Mood: peaceful Current Music: wayne hancock-juke joint jumpin (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 23rd, 2003
10:59 pm	Outsretched hands or closed doors. let me just ask you...... how in the hell are we supposed to show people that christianity is about relationship if we keep shutting doors?, why tell those who already know?.I am very against the decision, but i have to respect it.From the outside looking in... things like that led me to believe they were only in it for themselves... thats how i saw when i was younger and how some kids see it today. I don't want to be a part of that. Current Mood: disappointed (Comment on this)
1:25 pm	So i've been thinking alot about bieng a probation officer... i really want to do this.This summer i'm taking a few criminal justice/american gov classes at VC.I cant start working at juvi hall in october. Is Anyone going to see the Stray Cats or Social Distortion at the hoot? I'm tired , im off to bed. wrrrrrreeeeeeccckkkk ssshhhiiiitttt uuuuuuppppppppppppppppp Current Mood: tired Current Music: Mike Ness- Dont Think Twice (Comment on this)
Friday, April 11th, 2003
1:17 pm	stole this from my girl x. name = psychonaut 13 x. piercings = none yet, not until i leave mimi's x. tattoos = none yet x. height = 5'5 ? 5'6? x. shoe size = 11 x. hair color = black x. length = almost 2 inches? x. siblings = 0 x. pets = that bird last... x. movie you rented = texas chainsaw..... x. movie you bought = dog day afternoon x. song you listened to = the prayer position -AFI x. song that was stuck in your head = "another state of mind" - social Distortion x. song you've downloaded = the new AFI album (sooo good) x. cd you bought = hint hint "sex is everything" x. cd you listened to = The Misfits "walk among us" x. person you've called = A x. person that's called you = my baby x. tv show you've watched = peoples court x. person you were thinking of = timarie do you... x. have a bf or gf = <3 yes x. have a crush on someone = Cinthea x. wish you could live somewhere else = San Fran/Boston x. think about suicide = a bullet in the face x. believe in online dating = whatev. x. think others find you attractive = no, i'm creepy. x. want more piercings = yes x. want more tattoos = yes x. drink = straight edge x. do drugs = straight edge x. smoke = straight edge x. like cleaning = if i have to.. x. like roller coasters = yes x. write in cursive or print = cursive x. carry a donor card = no for or against.. x. long distance relationships = for x. using someone = against x. killing people = AGAINST. x. teenage smoking = against, that shit's made to steal your money and shut you up. x. doing drugs = it's made to make you shut up and not question life or see things the way they are and see illusions and live in a false contained world.Drugs suck. x. premarital sex = n/c x. driving drunk = against, put em' all away x. gay/lesbian relationships = adam and eve not adam and steve... but it's cool, a person is a person right? what can ya do? best.. x. gum = bazooka x. tv show = x files, family guy x. thing in the world = rock n' roll x. thing to collect = music. x. colors of all time = black x. thing to do on a rainy day = cuddle x. feeling in the world = life and love favorite... x. food = orange chicken x. song = anything misfits x. thing to do = hold hands x. thing to talk about = everything minus periods and girl stuff, i just cant relate x. sports = drag racing :) x. drinks = diet pepsi x. clothes = rodeo shirts x. picture = anything betty x. movies = horror/50's x. band(s)/singers = the misfits, skrewdriver, elvis, minor threat, ssd x. holiday = easter the day of the ressurected king of kings x. cars = 50's aaaanything have you... x. ever cried over a boy = no x. ever lied to someone = yes x. ever been in a fist fight = haha... yeah x. ever been arrested = no what... x. shampoo do you use = shampoo? x. perfume do you use = n/a x. shoes do you wear = chucks, cortez's x. are you scared of = ants number... x. of times I have been in love?: once x. of times I have had my heart broken?: too many x. of hearts I have broken?: eh... x. of boys I have kissed?: never have/will x. of girls I have kissed?: like i really keep a list x. of continents I have lived in?: one x. of drugs taken illegally?: 2 x. of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends?: not many x. of people I consider my enemies?: two x. of people from high school that I stayed in contact with?: still in x. of cd's that I own?: many..from country..to psychobilly..to hardcore to rap x. of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: none x. of scars on my body?: many x. of things in my past that I regret?: none of it because if it woldnt of happened i wouldnt be who i am today. Current Music: children of bodom (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 7th, 2003
8:45 pm	My Crazy Life This weekend was spent is Sacto/San Fran.We left Friday morning around 7? and got to sacto at about 6.The drive was extremely long but got to see many places i'd never even heard of.Who in the hell has heard of manteca california?!.So we get to Rocky's apt and settle in, a very small place with a very interesting scent.Rocky and John are very cool guys (thank's guys).Saturday we headed off early to San Fran for the call.I fell in love with SF the moment we arrived, it litteraly stole my breathe away.The call was ok, very cold stadium.Tiffany and Sara met some cool punks there and after the call we hung out with em.We drove by the freakin' FULL HOUSE house and SAGOT PARK, it made my day.So ok, we are on some street and I look over and see this place...i look to tiffany and say "uh... hey tiffany.. look it's..uh....look...its uh.... phuket".It was some thai food place called FUCKIT!!!!, it was baaad.So we ended up eating at some indian place that played crazy indian hip hop down on hait street.The food has made me sick.We dropped our new friends off and headed back to Sacto.Sunday morning we headed off to Denny''s, all fourteen of us.We ate, had a few laughs, said our goodbyes to Rocky and John and we were on our way back home.This trip was one of the funnest things i've ever done in my life, I wont forget it. The only downfall...not getting to talk to cinthea and bieng so many hours away from her loving embrace. I love you, i miss you. everyone should go to the wreckers ball. Current Mood: tired Current Music: The Quakes (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 26th, 2003
6:54 pm	I haven't updated this baby in a long time.I haven't had the desire or time to so this is kind of a "what's goin on in my life" update. Well I can't really complain about much, I have Cinthea, the crew, God, everythings good.As all of you know the war has started, many many deaths so far...but what do you expect..it's war.I still do not support this war and i probably never will. I miss alot of my friends, i wish i knew how they were doing. I hate live journal. im doing very good. God bless ya, see ya (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 16th, 2003
12:47 pm	I haven't seen my girlfriend in a week so i'm cranky about that, I have headaches every morning so i'm cranky about that too.I haven't done much this last week but work and sit around with nothing to do.Hopefully one of these days i'l get to go see my sweet heart. I don't like feeling cranky. Current Mood: cranky Current Music: Crimson Moonlight (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, March 14th, 2003
7:39 am	I want to crawl inside your soul Nestle in your brain Stand you on your head Crouch you on all fours Current Mood: awake (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 13th, 2003
7:29 am	my mom just gave me a letter that was sent from my school asking me if i will hand over my personal information to the armed forces, hell no i wont. "there is no way to peace,peace is the way" (Comment on this)
7:28 am	Last -Last word you said: "oh Sh!t" -Last song you sang: The 4-Skins "A.C.A.B" -Last thing you laughed at: some hick on cops -Last time you cried: a month or two ago? Cinthea witnessed it Present -What's in your CD player: Danzig -What color socks are you wearing: white -What's under your bed: Cd's -What time did you wake up today: 7. am -----FUTURE----- -Where do you want to go: Boston -What is your career going to be: web design, youth pastor -Where are you going to live: i'd love to live in boston.... or canada? -How many kids do you want: two -What kind of car will you have: 49' ford drop top. -----CURRENT----- -Current hair: greased back ,growing a pomp -Current clothes: cuffed jeans, my ON shirt , baseball hat. -Current annoyance: im sleepy. -Current smell: coffee -Current longing: Cinthea, cheesecake, sleep.. -Current desktop picture:"Nardcore" compilation cover. -Current favorite artist: The 4-Skins, Minor Threat. -Current book: "1984" -Current worry: U.S VS Iraq. -Current time-wasting wish: eh? -Current hate: those damn ni... HA!, nothing. -Story behind your username: Rip off of the murder city devils. curent favorite article of clothing:My Scarf. -Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: Eyes. -One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: Many -Line from the last thing you wrote to someone: dont remember -I am happiest when: With Cinthea, Asleep.Eating -I feel lonely when: im not with cinthea or my friends. -Favorite authors: ernest hemingway had a great way of putting meaning to words -Introvert or extrovert: Intro -Do you think too much: its what i do -If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be: Boston -Famous person you would like to meet: Jesus -Do you have any regrets: mhhhm -Sex or love: Love -Favorite coffee: any -Favorite smell: cheese -What really makes you mad: people wasting their lives on drugs. fags. -Favorite way to waste time: Sleep.Guitar -What is your best quality: My sexy body , hahaha, my uh.. i dont know. -Are you currently in love/lust: love -What's the craziest thing you have ever done: cant pick just one! -Any bad habits: cussin' , cussin' , cussin' -Do you find it hard to trust people: they earn it -Last thing you bought for yourself: another dare shirt -Bath or shower: both! -Favorite season: any. -What is your favorite flavor: cinthea what is your favorite time of day: night -Gold or silver: Crap. -Any secret crushes: yeah, bettie. -----SELF OPINION----- -What do you most like about your body: my fat gut. -And least: fat feet -How many fillings do you have: none -----FASHION----- -How many coats and jackets do you own: 2 -Do you wear a watch: no -Favorite pants/skirt color: blue jeans -Most expensive item of clothing: dont know -Most treasured: dont know -----YOUR FRIENDS----- -Do your friends know you: some more than others -What do they tend to be like: cool. -Can you count on them: yes -Can they count on you: yes, unless they bitch too much -----LAST----- -last book you read: the bible -last movie you saw: Silence of the lambs -last movie you saw on the big screen: LOTR 2 -last show you watched on TV: cops. -last song you heard: "I Cum Blood" by cannibal corpse -last thing you had to drink: Pepsi -last thing you ate: rice -last time you showered: two days ago -last time you cried: a month or two ago -last time you smiled: talking to cinth -last time you laughed: while talking to cinth -last person you hugged: Pat on sunday. -last thing you said: "oh Sh!t" -last person you talked to online: david -last person you talked to on the phone: cinth -last thing you smelled: coffee -----DO YOU.....----- -smoke?: never -do drugs?: never -drink?: never -have sex?: havent in a long time -sleep with stuffed animals?: alph -have a crush?: no -have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: cinthea -have a dream that keeps coming back?: no -play an instrument?: geetar -believe there is life on other planets?: probably -read the newspaper?: yes -have any gay or lesbian friends?: no -believe in miracles?: God -believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes -consider yourself tolerant of others?: no -consider police a friend or foe?: both -like the taste of alcohol?: no -have a favourite Stooge?: no -believe in astrology?: no -believe in magic?: no -pray?: yes -go to church?: yes -have any secrets?: yes -have any pets?: trenton -go to or plan to go to college?: yes -talk to strangers who instant message you?: no -have any piercings?: no -have any tattoos?: not yet -hate yourself?: of course ,i dont -wish on stars?: no -like your handwriting?: no -believe in witches?: yea -believe in ghosts?: kinda , butno -believe in Santa?: of course, he lives a few doors down -believe in the Easter Bunny?: no -believe in the Tooth Fairy?: No -have a second family?: yes, my boys and girls -trust others easily?: no -sing in the shower?: elvis Current Music: the ramones "53rd and 3rd" (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 11th, 2003
7:00 pm	My Girlfriend called me a butterball. Current Music: House Of Pain-On Point (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 6th, 2003
10:06 pm	"Beneath the stars thy flesh bedevils me Beneath the stars taste the death in me Bequeath to me thy fiery kiss To sever thin mortality" Current Mood: tired Current Music: Demented Are Go!!!! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
1:47 pm	Mouthing OfF. "Bush is a good leader , he is a christian" I get told that alot but let me tell you , I don't care what his claims are. This "war" turned from something that seemed so rediculous to something that is in the stages of becoming a reality.Why Iraq?, theyare complying with what we have asked, it took time but thank God they are doing it.So what does Bush declare?... Sadam is working fast enough, come on hes doing it.They tell us they want peace and they want no loss of life if this happens but in a press release they have said in the first 48 hours of the attacks if they happen , they military will drop 3,00,000 radar guided bombs and that there "might" be loss of live.Whats that huh? we might kill God knows how many innocent lives for something we might not have to do!!! what happened to us valuing life more than anything huh?. This is no longer a fight against terrorism but Bush trying to finish off something his dad couldn't do.North Korea has already threatened us with weapons of mass destruction , why dont we make that our concern instead of a country whos already submitting to regulations and bieng closely minitored.It jusat seems as tho Bush wants something done to add a star to his name because of his past failures.Well i wont die for his name or his fathers name or AmeriKKKa. I am an AMERICAN, i will stand up in the face of opression and i will fight for freedom.. as a last resort.This isnt an oil war or a war against terrorism or land , its a war that makes no sence.Millions upon millions dont agree with this war because they see what the government wont admitt, this is not a war for freedom. They dont speak for us , government dont care , most americans dont want this... yet they push on anyway... arent they supposed to represent us?.They are supposed to keep us safe, by sending thousands to an unnecessary war they are putting people in the frontline, thats not security or safety.Iraq shouldnt be the ones we attack ,North Korea poses a bigger threat and they admit it, if it can be avoided lets make peace , if not , then lets focus there. I dont want to see people die or lives destroyed. I dont want my future in danger because of some politicians personal agenda. Professors are loosing jobs , schools are limitted money , supplies are scarce.... Our educational systems are suffering... whats %60 of this countries money going to?.... building better bombs instead of building more schools. bull shit. *i'm not an anarchist , or a communist or a tree hugging hippie , just an American who cares. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, February 28th, 2003
1:17 pm	I am getting hooked up with a tattoo guy that will do me up... thanks Adam!!!!!.I have afew drawings picked out, one is an angel blowing a horn,the other is a sacred heart with a crown of thorns and banner under it with "to live is christ to die is gain" on it, others include skulls, trinitys, the SOIA dragon i cant wait. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 27th, 2003
10:01 pm	Are you racist? Brought to you by the good folks at sacwriters.com. (Comment on this)
9:49 pm	baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad! What lesser-known Simpsons character are you? Brought to you by the good folks at sacwriters.com. Current Mood: giddy (Comment on this)
1:46 pm	He's Dead, The Children are free!!!!!!!!! Last night was nice, Cinthea came down to so that made it great.She left soon after hg was done , poor baby was tired.She talked to me about wanting to go back to school, i know if she does im just going to miss her more because of the limited days we will have to spend time woitch eatchother.It's something ive heard her talk about wanting to do for a long time though, im allways going to be there for her whether she does or doesnt go back to school. I love that girl, i cant descrobe it so i'l leave it at that.At around ten we just sat around listening to Crashdog and talking about how Crashdog kills Headnoise by far. Nick dropped by so it was cool , after a while Jake and Tiff also came. We went to A's house to watch shaving ryans privates, great movie.Dropped Nick off at his house after sitting in my car for a long time listening to some amazing screamo bands. Left A's shortly afteri got back.Good night. Where have all the real american heros gone?..... Mr Rogers Is Dead... he touched children in bad bad places. Current Mood: mischievous Current Music: The Three Bad Jacks - Ace Of Spades* (Comment on this)